"Queen by Night"

Racing to the top
Queen of the block
Crank it higher

Battered to the ground
No loss but found
Take my hurt away.

We ain't gonna stop
The ticking clock
Let's get louder.

Hey what's going on?
Let's all get it started.
Let's go crash the bars; crash the walls
Let's all party.

I don't wanna fall
I've risked it all
Doin' it the hard way.

No reason knowing why
As if I could try
Leaving here again.

Starts with a whisper
Live your life.
Stars on the brink
Going bump in the night.

"Leaving You"

After finishing my first year of college, saying goodbye to my roomate and hello to summer was a bittersweet moment. We became great friends by randomly being selected to live together and I couldn't love her or miss her any more.....this writing is inspired from our new friendship.....

Stuck to these quiet walls
Trying to hear your call.
Whispers hope but tho' you're gone
I still sing to you, the sweetest song.

Can't think your not around
Skies start to fade, darkened sound.
Walking through the rain
Scatter my mangled thoughts.

Miss how you're not around
Nothing can replace your sound.
Warmth once there can't be found
Your laughter beats through the ground.

How I know you're never gone
Through thick and thin, never done.
Embrace the strives, bring me down
Take me, like the speed of sound

"Take It Along"

The hard part is only the beginning. Do what you love, and love what you do...

Hearts like a whirling hole
Strike like a lightning storm.
Lonely in the night
Scared my thoughts right.

Listen to thunder
Hear my fear
Tear my sanity clear.

Wish for tomorrow
Next days to follow.
Lonesome terrors
No forgetting such sorrows.

Can't keep it inside
Oh how I've tried.
Lock me away
'Till the chance to say.

I love you.

Never like I used to try
Hope leaking from these eyes.
Lived only to let love die
To utter lovely tender goodbyes.

"Don't Give Up"

Never stop dreaming...you got the music in you...In order to make it through we have to face the hardships and appreciate what we went through to love where we end up. Dreamers, keep on dreaming (and don't stop BELIEVING)

Beating hearts with no sound
Whisper to the dark I'm bound.
Listen as I hear your call
Reach as dreamers see me fall.

Thought I'd have it all
Giving back to ancient call.
Standing from this distant nearing bliss.
Victory's all I am, this dreamer's kiss.

But where to start, I'll see it through
No more doubt this can't be you.
Don't dare to leave, fight it too
These dreams remain strong and true.

I never believed it could be
Picture perfect memories.
People afar or across the seas
Grasp dreams that envisioned me.

Can't say how it ought to be
Open dreams with life's key
Smiles growing on these faces
Dream to find their destined places.

Find the heart to see it too
And never say "Goodbye. I'm through."

"All I See"

This song isn't about wanting what you lost. It's about moving on to what you can make of yourself and learning that you can stand strong on your own....


You said you'd never break my heart
But now hurts lurking in the dark.
And when I close my eyes you're never there
But when I see you'd never say you cared.

Screaming that you'd always say you'd be
Forever stay alongside right by me.

But it's never going there
Turn your back on everything you'd dare.
Wish upon a shooting star, I see
I'm stronger now without you holding me.

It's everything I'd fear
To stand alone I hear you far from here.
and now you're all I thought I'd ever need
But learned to walk on my own two feet.

It's never hard to start right now
See me rising from the ground.
And never bring your sorry self back here
Go to where you said more important dear.

Longed to be the perfect girl
One to take on this cruel world.
Facing all the troubles standing here
I can face one true sullen fear.

It's everything I'd fear
To stand alone I hear you far from here.
And now you're all I thought if ever need
But learned to walk on my two feet.

"Right Here Right Now"

Chase me around
Take it all in.
See these wonderous things
But nothing's as it ever seems.

Fading smiles never shine
A darkened mind turned divine.
Restrict me, passing shows
Nobody remembers what they thought they'd know.

Easy to see
Hard to feel
The sense that it's here's
Too much to fear.

Turn off the sounds
Shut down the lights.
Tonight it's a new time
To shine in your light.

Start up the strength that soon comes down
Upon the dwindled tangled sound.

Nobody hears a word or plea
Be what you always dreamed to be.
Turn off the lights and hear somehow
Ignite my dreams someday somehow.
(I want it now)

Ready myself for this disaster
Practice makes perfect for my happy ever after.
The pressure to win, never want it to end.
Sweet bliss I wish to have my dreams mend.

"What You Do To Me"

There's always that one person you shouldn't want but you know you can't stop wanting them. You light up remembering the good times when you see them but the times when they made you sad linger in the shadows of your mind. You refuse to let them over power the good times. The good outweighs the bad but in the end, sometimes God is even trying to pull us away from the things we're trying to hang onto most....

Why can't I
Say goodbye.
Though I cry
Stay tonight.

Blessed be
You might see
Truthfully
Knowing me.

Can't believe
You and me
Thought we'd be
Everlasting.

Break my hand
A love unplanned.
Partly my
Lucid cry.

Never send
Unwanted end.
Pushing you
To see it's true.

Letting go
Won't let it show.
Recalling why
How I'd try.

Cold winter eve
Clouds haunting me.
Black as dawn
Soon rising sun.

Pleasure strive
Kiss goodbye.
Static shriek
Blind to speak.

Rose in hand
So unplanned.
Accept success
Nothing less.

Try to see
What's happened to me.
Though I've tried
To pass you by.

Such a thrill
Can never hold still.
Remain inside
My thoughts tonight.

Hold you close
Winds arose.
Please, please
What you do to me.

"The Girl Before"

Growing up is never easy. We realize that so many years have passed and that we soon are thinking about lifetime careers. But as one chapter in our lives closes, another begins...


I am not
the girl next door.
I can't go on
Like I have before.

I've been a fool
I can't explain.
Taken the time
To work and grind.

I can't believe
My past holds on.
I lived to dance
As I sang t'ill dawn.

It's a deal worth breaking
No risk for the taking.
A toxic touch you bring
Make my lucid memory sting.

No longer a princess
No daddy's little girl.
Got to claim what's mine
Show I can make it just fine.

Never turn out
The way I wanted.
But here's the chance
To take what you taunted.

No such luck
No place to run.
Each way I turn
Recalls mistakes I've done.

Make me see past
Terrors played out.
My minds blinded sight
Soon skies evermore ignite.

"Catch This?"

Lights dance in distant sights
Braced for lonesome delights.
Conjure up disasters amount
is what this world seems all about.

Children trapped in Eden never sleep
Hear the whimpers that starvation weeps.
Unfed faith escapes our sight
Fear snares lungs swollen tight.

Two truths cast sights for the day
Bring this collapsed worlds delay.
Rain falls around no place to run
Can hope tomorrow brings bared breaths of the sun