"All I See"

This song isn't about wanting what you lost. It's about moving on to what you can make of yourself and learning that you can stand strong on your own....


You said you'd never break my heart
But now hurts lurking in the dark.
And when I close my eyes you're never there
But when I see you'd never say you cared.

Screaming that you'd always say you'd be
Forever stay alongside right by me.

But it's never going there
Turn your back on everything you'd dare.
Wish upon a shooting star, I see
I'm stronger now without you holding me.

It's everything I'd fear
To stand alone I hear you far from here.
and now you're all I thought I'd ever need
But learned to walk on my own two feet.

It's never hard to start right now
See me rising from the ground.
And never bring your sorry self back here
Go to where you said more important dear.

Longed to be the perfect girl
One to take on this cruel world.
Facing all the troubles standing here
I can face one true sullen fear.

It's everything I'd fear
To stand alone I hear you far from here.
And now you're all I thought if ever need
But learned to walk on my two feet.

"Right Here Right Now"

Chase me around
Take it all in.
See these wonderous things
But nothing's as it ever seems.

Fading smiles never shine
A darkened mind turned divine.
Restrict me, passing shows
Nobody remembers what they thought they'd know.

Easy to see
Hard to feel
The sense that it's here's
Too much to fear.

Turn off the sounds
Shut down the lights.
Tonight it's a new time
To shine in your light.

Start up the strength that soon comes down
Upon the dwindled tangled sound.

Nobody hears a word or plea
Be what you always dreamed to be.
Turn off the lights and hear somehow
Ignite my dreams someday somehow.
(I want it now)

Ready myself for this disaster
Practice makes perfect for my happy ever after.
The pressure to win, never want it to end.
Sweet bliss I wish to have my dreams mend.

"The Girl Before"

Growing up is never easy. We realize that so many years have passed and that we soon are thinking about lifetime careers. But as one chapter in our lives closes, another begins...


I am not
the girl next door.
I can't go on
Like I have before.

I've been a fool
I can't explain.
Taken the time
To work and grind.

I can't believe
My past holds on.
I lived to dance
As I sang t'ill dawn.

It's a deal worth breaking
No risk for the taking.
A toxic touch you bring
Make my lucid memory sting.

No longer a princess
No daddy's little girl.
Got to claim what's mine
Show I can make it just fine.

Never turn out
The way I wanted.
But here's the chance
To take what you taunted.

No such luck
No place to run.
Each way I turn
Recalls mistakes I've done.

Make me see past
Terrors played out.
My minds blinded sight
Soon skies evermore ignite.