New to You

It's 2013!! And I'm back!! It's been a crazy year so far but as the new year has begun I've realized that I can't give up on my passions. And no one should ever think that their goal is too big. So, happy new year and here is "New to You." Enjoy!

Words that never can see
Things my eyes never could speak.
Pieces bind what's lost at hand
Thought never I'd die twice, amen.

Picture perfect, it's all surreal
He gives me , only what I can deal.
Doubt my life, it's no simple ploy
The cries, I cried, now tears of joy.

Shot down on the floor
You covered me once.
The storm of farewell
Now outbreaks of rejoice.

One shot. One kill
Only to see.
What was left of myself
Now only left to achieve.

Silence takes the thrill
Night takes a stand.
Nothing to sell, but dreams to deal.

A wish from a well
My dream I'd never say.
My hope twice fell
Now at my bottomless tale.

Maybe it's all a fairy tale
Never knowing why
Don't know how the hell, knowing how much I've tried.

What ever can this fantasy
In the end a catastrophe.
One day be sure to say
That I made this dream, on no delay.

"What You Do To Me"

There's always that one person you shouldn't want but you know you can't stop wanting them. You light up remembering the good times when you see them but the times when they made you sad linger in the shadows of your mind. You refuse to let them over power the good times. The good outweighs the bad but in the end, sometimes God is even trying to pull us away from the things we're trying to hang onto most....

Why can't I
Say goodbye.
Though I cry
Stay tonight.

Blessed be
You might see
Truthfully
Knowing me.

Can't believe
You and me
Thought we'd be
Everlasting.

Break my hand
A love unplanned.
Partly my
Lucid cry.

Never send
Unwanted end.
Pushing you
To see it's true.

Letting go
Won't let it show.
Recalling why
How I'd try.

Cold winter eve
Clouds haunting me.
Black as dawn
Soon rising sun.

Pleasure strive
Kiss goodbye.
Static shriek
Blind to speak.

Rose in hand
So unplanned.
Accept success
Nothing less.

Try to see
What's happened to me.
Though I've tried
To pass you by.

Such a thrill
Can never hold still.
Remain inside
My thoughts tonight.

Hold you close
Winds arose.
Please, please
What you do to me.

"Black Blind"

There's always that one person that you've become great friends with but you know that you shouldn't want to be with them when they're with someone else...but you know you'd treat them better, if only they could realized it....

Listen to the distant beat
That breaks upon this wicked heat.
Into your eyes I hope to find
The spark that once entranced my mind.

Across the walk I hold your stare
dared to pull your tousled hair.
A new sensation, a new thrill
Won't tell you boy, a new done deal.

Stay with me, dream with me
To end this dark possibility.
Ruby red, and crystal clear
Black as though no tears to fear.

"Keep Hope Alive"

You burn me like ice
I thought you were gone
this has to end
this once again
shakes my world forever.

Never knowing how
or even if it's now.
Now's the time time to say the way
you hurt as much as I.

Ice burns in my heart
when did this love start.
To drive away
never fade the pain
along the burning night.

Wake in the morning to the beat of the sun
nothing we desire's ever given but won.
As it soon strives to keep hope alive
Only to fall but hope keeps us arise.

"What To Give"

And of course along with the seven deadly sins I HAD to be inspired to write about the seven heavenly virtues as well....

A nun praising her holy lord,

The light that she,

long adored.

Lies beneath the apple tree

And smiles with loving purity.

Procrastinate, and nothings done

And soon weekend’s,

no longer fun.

Living in a world of stand-stilled

Silence,

Never aids a small act of diligence.

Darkened days in a cardboard home

Sleeping still with a pillow of foam.

A warming cover,

what rarity?

To wake,

coated in curious charity.

Bottle empty, no final drop

Curving lips

that seem to flop.

An addict; six months of soberness

Swells with courageous

temperance.

A violent whipping of whistling blows, as

A fire soaring high, where

mountains once rose. To lay down your arms,

let our wars be ceased

And let this world be encumbered with a gracing peace.

So much to live for, but what to give?

A deepening cut force one

to only relive.

A feel, a gentle yet curious caress

From warming eyes of blissful kindness.

A fiery taste; the fire more savory

Inhaled through lungs

with gallant bravery.

A piercing conscious is never free

Until it floods itself with alluring modesty.